Sunday, June 29, 2008
MOVIE FEVER
watched ''wanted'' on fri with classmates in amk hub.
It's a really cool movie!!
Pros
-It has extremely IMBA graphics
-It has superb, breath-taking action scenes
-Everyone in the fraternity (secret society of assassins) has the ability
similar to spiderman, one of my favourite Marvel superheroes
-The movie is 90% made up of the ''f'' word
(everyone says f*** at least once..)
-Angelina Jolie is just plain HOT with all her tattoos.. =X
Cons
-It's NC16 =(
-The plot's rather confusing at the end
-The fraternity's founded by a group of retarded weavers *oops, spoiler*
It's a great movie, I wanna watch hancock next!! and and
Three kingdoms: Battle of Red Cliffs!
Hancock portrays Will Smith as John Hancock, an alcoholic, down-and-out, incredibly sarcastic superhero.
He is invulvernable, possesses superhuman strength and the power of supersonic flight, propelling at 50 miles per hour.
Apparently, he's not a very popular superhero and is despised by everyone.. Something unique for a change, unlike other superhero movies.
looking forward to it!
Battle of Red Cliffs is estimated to have a US$80 million budget, being the most expensive Asian-financed film up to date. The Battle of Red Cliffs is splitted into two episodes one in 2008 during summer while the other at the end of 2008. A great ambitious project to revive the legacy of the three kingdoms of ancient china. =)
I always liked Dynasty warriors, my favourite Playstation game.
Hope the movie's good.
{you are my light}
Saturday, June 21, 2008
WARNING: SUPER EMO POST
The holidays are over already!! Left with only 100+ days to 'O' levels!!
so sian..
Btw, ''get smart'' is a REALLY funny movie. Steve Carell has the potential to become the next Mr Bean, possibly even surpassing him.
ok, END OF EMO POST
this holiday isn't a really good one, I've learnt a lot from it.
I want to be there for you, as long as possible. :)
{you are my light}
Monday, June 16, 2008
My camp is over
It's alright, still quite fun although I missed the first day.
DAY 1 (for me)
I went to join them after kayaking and took a break before practicing for mass dance, dancing to the song "Accidentally in love" by counting crows.
My team is Rakkaus (love in the language of the finnish people)
Honestly speaking, I didn't feel very comfortable with my team.. I did not feel very welcomed.. Felt a bit.. extra luh.
Well, I guess I'm quite the anti-social type then, I take a longer time to open up to my surrounding people..
I even ate dinner alone in a corner.. I don't know what's happening to me, I can even feel alone during camp.. -.-
Night time, we had worship and we had to write encourage notes for everyone in the team, i tried my best to write some nice words but I don't even know half my team members so ya, I wrote a hell lot of crap.. At 11 plus, I played bridge with some peeps and watched "final destination 2" while eating mac's late into the night. I think I slept around 4-5 plus.
DAY 2
So tired... .. Could barely open my eyes.. zz.. We had mass dance prac again and group skit rehearsal before going for the amazing race in palau ubin.
During the skit rehearsal, Ester asked me whether I wanted to try out a girl's role.. I knew everybody in my group wanted to see me act as a girl, so fine lor.. I let you guys be happy.. zz ..
The race was so tiring.. Our group was quite unlucky as we had to walk our way up the northest point of the whole island as the 1st station. A whopping 45-50 mins walk.. Had 4 stations in total before going to the check point which is in pasir ris park. We then had our dinner before the campfire was set up. After dinner, we had mass dance and then all the groups had to perform their skits. I don't know how to act la.. I had the role of Potiphar's wife and I had to seduce his slave, Joseph. It was quite screwed up la. The whole sequence of the skit was totally different from the rehearsal. And my stage fright just kept coming..
Well, at least our group won the amazing race, somehow.. ... This is the 1st year my group did not win the best skit. After having a nice, warm bath, We had a bridge tournament until many people just died out in fatigue at around 4 plus. Then me and ... went to cheers and I think we both saw a transsexual walking around waving his/her hand.. eeww..
At around 5 plus, my eyelids felt really heavy and I was even feeling dizzy sometimes. ... was also complaining about contact lenses. So I guess it's best if we headed back to the camp.
Then, it got rather dark and there were bats around!! I'm not really in favour of flying pests.. And bats make me think of blood sucking monsters. ... was afraid, so I had to be a gentleman (I tried.. ) and told ... not to be afraid and tried to crack lame jokes when I, myself was quite scared.. Didn't seemed to work. ... was STILL afraid. ok, whatever. I give up.
By the time we reached back, it was already 6.30. So we might as well stay up half an hour to watch the sunrise.. But my dizzyness got worse. But at least the view was rather enjoyable and I saw an eagle catch a fish from the ocean. ... was alert enough to notice my fatigue and I was forced by ... to return back. Sorry, we'll watch sunrise again someday :)
(If there is.. a someday)
DAY 3
BREAK CAMP!!!! YAY!! can sleep liao. haha.
Really tiring to smile for these 3 days. I had to force out many fake smiles out during this period.
Finally, I can just rest in "peace".
"Please heal your broken heart.. "
I'm trying.. really hard. :'(
But thanks anyway, (if you're reading this)
for caring :)
{you are my light}
Wednesday, June 04, 2008
lost in thought..
Today, i asked myself.
What's the best way to forget her?
-tell myself to distract myself by going out or spamming math homework?
-tell myself to indulge in computer games?
-tell myself to hide my true feelings and covering them with a smile and hopefully forget everything?
-tell myself she's hating me for all the terrible things I've done, how I have let her down?
-tell myself she's completely forgetten me, and no longer needs me?
-tell myself she can't be any happier without me?
-tell myself we were never meant to be together?
-tell myself it's my responsibility to make her feel happy and my duty to bear all the pain so that she can forget me easier?
-tell myself to delete and erase all the beautiful memories we ever shared, including 'that blog'?
In reality, any method is possible..
I've tried but still, I am unsuccessful.
why?
I didn't know why so I asked God.
He told me,
''Any method is ok, but why you can't do it is because your heart doesn't want to forget her, it doesn't want to let go."
it's true. I don't want to forget you, but I am forced to.
It's always the same in every relationship, there is always one person crying and wishing to get back together, while the other doesn't even remember the things they've been through.
I hate that!
I have to be the one who remembers every little detail while you can't seem to remember me at all.
So I have no choice but to suffer then
since my heart's so stubborn..
=(
Everyone tells me I should forget about you,
you don't deserve me.
They're right,
you don't deserve me,
but I deserve you.
~it's a real shame we had to part for no reason,
~it's hard to accept the fact you're gone forever..
tuition now..
eeyer, so sian.. ='(
{you are my light}