Saturday, August 30, 2008
what should I do?
sometimes I don't know why she still smses me, or wishes me good luck this past two weeks and even gave me a book..
doesn't she recognise my difficulty? so why..
doesn't she know talking to me just makes me feel worse?
I want to talk to her but I don't know how..
Yet I don't want to talk to her cuz I will get hurt..
And I know I can't avoid her forever..
So, what should I do? o.O
And I really wanna talk to her,
I haven't felt like this for ages..
But I can't..
shit..
I think I like her even more when I had a crush on M.....
D:
I guess I'm still not ready..
I failed the second test!!
damn..
maybe I shouldn't think too much, thinking is bad for me now..
I am one confused boy..
{you are my light}