Sebastian
Call me crazy,
Call me mad.
Call me whatever,
I don't really care
This is my paradise,
this is my voice
And if you're kind,
don't deprive me of my choice
I need to express,
so please don't make me suppress
There's always this little red cross
at the top of your screen
Do feel free to click it if you think I'm mean
Because honestly, this is me
And I am free
To do whatever I wish! :D
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Tuesday, September 30, 2008
goodbye specs..
my $200+ specs broke beyond repair today after a game of basketball..
My specs isn't even a year old.. :(
just like my relationship which couldn't last a year too..
hahaha xD
oh well, new specs!!:D
{you are my light}
Monday, September 22, 2008
24 days left..the most important paper of my life is coming,
the finals are approaching already..
And I still have the cheek to score B's and not A's which I'm not supposed to at this critical stage.
And I still play and slack and laugh about my results like nothing's happened.
wow.. I'm way too optimistic..
oh well, at least I can get into a poly with my current results with ease :)
I WILL DO BETTER!
加油！:D
{you are my light}
Friday, September 19, 2008
monster bananalook at that big big banana, couldn't believe its on sale or something.. should have called guinness
and its selling for 1 kilo for $1.80, so cheap huh :D
finally the prelims are over!! I have all the time to play =D
before I receive my results on monday.. D:
{you are my light}
Friday, September 12, 2008
screwed once again..?!?physics paper today.. and shit. It wasn't easy at all..
With so many trick questions!
Today's paper is the first paper I couldn't finish this prelim..
F*ck!!!
I had to de-stress again by playing some warcraft and then some basketball..
And I had to get whacked by the bloody ball, resulting in my lip getting all swelled up and bleeding..
SERIOUSLY, WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH MY WEEK !??!!?!?
*sigh..* oh well, no paper tomorrow! :D
{you are my light}
Thursday, September 11, 2008
screwed again.. ?Elective history today..
and it wasn't a good paper.. :(
My pen actually ran out of ink! I can't believe I forgot to buy the refill.. When I've been constantly reminding myself this whole week to watch out for my pen's ink..
I'm not sure whether they'll give me a zero grade for writing my work in pencil but I didn't have much choice... oh man.. how..? HOW..??
die la..
:'(
{you are my light}
Tuesday, September 09, 2008
blanked outwhat a bad bad bad day today is.. I actually forgot my entry proof for today's paper!!
no entry proof = ban from taking the examination until you produce that bloody piece of paper.
:(
damn..
I couldn't do the chemistry paper with peace on my mind la.. All I was thinking was about how I'm going to get my entry proof, getting all f*cked up about the extremely horrible start of the day.. I screwed up one of my most potential A papers..
"well done sebas, well done!"
(oh well, at least they still let me take the paper la.. :P)
then next was the core geog paper.. I didn't spend that much time studying geog, all my time on chem,
so I studied a little last minute before hand..
D:
I was lucky, whatever I studied all came out but I was having such a serious headache at that time and
I suddenly,
blanked.
It really sucks when you know you have come across something like this, and you know what its supposed to be roughly like, but it just doesn't come out, the bloody facts just won't come no matter how hard you try..
I've never experienced such crap before..
*must be too stressed out or something.. =( *
had to play lan for 3 hours to de-stress myself..
feeling much better now..
practical tomorrow, finally a paper that doesn't require me to use my brains much..
I'm tired of using my brain.. haha xD
aiyo, prelims already so stressed..
O levels.. HOW??
{you are my light}
Thursday, September 04, 2008
wall ewatched wall e yesterday, it was really heartwarming and sweet..
I had so many thoughts about the movie, and I figured out many hidden messages the movie tried to convey.
No 1. The Earth WILL become that polluted at this rate if something is not done
No 2. People will be too dependant on machines and become incapable of doing anything
No 3. The power of love is the strongest force on earth, even robots have it.. =.=
No 4. We will only succeed if we take the first step which is knowing what we want..
No 5. Wall e is too cute! xD
heheh, i think i better study good good today!
then tomorrow go watch death race.. haha xD
{you are my light}
Tuesday, September 02, 2008
sudden ambitionAfter my break up, I realised that I had a lot of time.. I realised I didn't have any hobbies, I didn't have any interest in life activites. Everything that once made sense suddenly disappeared.
SO now that I know how to find happiness, I know my own thinking style.. I will be the master of my own emotions from now on, and enjoy my singlehood while I try to acheive my goals in life.
I suddenly want to be a counselor, to be able to give joy to others always. xD
HAHA, crazy ambition but I wanna to strive for it..
I know God will help me, cos only my heavenly pa knows how I'm truely feeling, only he knows how my heart is struggling. Although I have the support of many friends through this dark period of time, no one ever understood how I truely felt. Only he knew, and he loved me so much :D
my goals
-9 pts for my O's
-enter arts stream in a good JC
-get into any university, enter social studies course
-hopefully become a counselor
-get a psp on the way.. ;D
haha xD
{you are my light}