Sunday, November 23, 2008
I wondered how those people in renewal could laugh at almost anything,
each one of them having a cheerful disposition, while I just sat there emotion-less,
Trying to figure out how it's like to be happy, to laugh with them again..
It seems like a big mystery to me.
I realised I'm no longer the person I used to be.
It seems I have extreme difficulty laughing out loud,
difficulty trusting anyone,
difficulty understanding emotions.
It looks like I've lost my soul after all.
What's happening to me.. ?
My optimism has faded,
My goals and dreams have disappeared.
Maybe I've just lost interest in life ..Labels: A new 'me'
{you are my light}