take all of me:
Sebastian

Call me crazy,
Call me mad.
Call me whatever,
I don't really care
This is my paradise,
this is my voice
And if you're kind,
don't deprive me of my choice
I need to express,
so please don't make me suppress
There's always this little red cross
at the top of your screen
Do feel free to click it if you think I'm mean
Because honestly, this is me
And I am free
To do whatever I wish! :D

You were warned.. :P

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Wednesday, April 22, 2009
today was so tiring for me.. Obviously I made Ms Peh angry again..
PW is such a stupid subject...zzz..
I really missed my old life so much...
I carried that thought with me throughout the whole day..
I don't even remember a single day where I was that stressed and exhuasted cuz of school work.
To make things worse, SYF is coming soon.
That further adds on to my burden.. since NYCO is targeting gold with honours, and I clearly know I'm screwing up 200% of the time. I want to improve, I want to excel.. In both my CCA and my studies..
I'm trying to finish the race, but my legs feel like weights,
making every stride so difficult and painful..
I am like a rubber band, overstretched and ready to snap any time.
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But, no matter how tough the journey ahead may be.. I must be strong.
There is no space for weaklings, no space for cowards to run!!
Now that someone is depending on me every single day,
Now that someone has placed all hopes on me,
Now that someone has given up everything just for me..
I cannot disappoint.
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life used to be just all games, basketball..
but that's no longer the case, my life has changed.
There's more to life than Dota.
more to life than having fun.
Now that my life has been entrusted with such importance and emphasis..
it is my responsibility to make sure i make others smile, laugh.
Not just being selfish, entertaining myself.
I hope everything works out well.
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{you are my light}
Thursday, April 09, 2009
Ahhh... MEMORIES
Got my SGC today from MSHS,
I decided to pay my sec sch a visit..
To see if the rumours were true - That MSHS has fallen under serious propaganda from Mr Kwok.


First of all, the school has changed so much.
But some things never change,
the stupid coupon system in the canteen still exists,
and you still have to pay $0.20 for toilet paper.. =.=


The courtyard has become so disgusting.. eeww.. so unsightly..



LOL, proof of propaganda!
The new improved V formation! xD
"FURTHER!
FASTER!
HIGHER!
V FORMATION!!!"

Wonder whether Mr Kwok still calls Marists various titles, such as Angels in Disguise, warriors, champions, etc.
oh! they still do... -.-
ok, I never even liked Mr Thodey, let alone love him.
Damn propaganda!!


I kind of miss secondary school life.. although I always remember how much me and my friends wanted to get out of MSHS. A desperate lot, who had been deprived of girls.. and even paid common visits to AMK hub just to CBS (Chio Bu Scouting), I will also never forget how me, say yin and shiva got drenched like siao when we ran to grandlink during a downpour just to play DOTA. wet, but fun (:
oh well, those were the days.. I think all of us now feel that AMK hub really don't have many chio bu's to look at.. =X and we can just play DOTA at home anytime we want..
hais, if only JC life wasn't that short or stressful.. there's simply no room for slacking unlike Maris Stella xD




{you are my light}
Thursday, April 02, 2009
I've been asking myself these few days..
maybe I'm more suited for a poly instead of JC
maybe I should have taken Science stream..
maybe I've walked the wrong path.

I've underestimated the difficulty level of being in the Arts Stream,
I've underestimated the fast paced lifestyle of a Junior College,
I've overestimated my ability to handle stress,
I've overestimated my capability to juggle between personal and work issues..


It's time.
Time to realise I'm still lagging behind.
Time to realise its now or never.
Time to realise its the A levels that I'm taking, the hardest exam I'll ever take..
Time to wake up.


God, I am your child, your chosen friend.
I am holy and accepted by you,
united to you and one in spirit with you.
I am a part of Christ's body, part of his family.
I belong to you,
fully complete in Christ.


[Phil. 4:13] I am able to do all things through Christ who gives me strength!

*turns on the power switch*
Time to chiong.
Let's go.. !



{you are my light}



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