Sunday, October 25, 2009
I am a noob...?
Today, someone called me a noob, and even til now, I don't even know the reason why she called me that. =.=
True la, maybe it's cuz I'm really blur and clumsy..
But, being called a noob by someone significantly shorter than me,
someone obviously 'blur-er' than me is rather hard to swallow huh. xP
haha, I feel so mean =X
*eh, at least I accompanied you all the way to bedok, k? haha
and I even got my left arm injured cuz I accidentally hit the MRT door in Bedok station. =.= *
But anyways, I had fun hanging out with you today. Thanks for your company (:
- Don't run away from home already hor -
{you are my light}
Friday, October 23, 2009
Promote?
Today, the dreadful results of the Promotional Exams came out.
To my surprise, I didn't fail any subject.
Contrasting that to my mid year triple U results, I think I've actually made quite an improvement. Haha (:
From being the one that Mrs Roy 'advised' to drop Econs to now the guy that can score decently in Econs.
From being one of those in class that failed 3 H2 subjects to now the one passing all 3 h2 subjects.
Praise the Lord, for making my life a miracle.
I really owe my results to so many people who helped me along the way, going the extra mile for me and spending quality time with me. I wouldn't have improved if I didn't have help from others.
I will work harder!! Definitely..!
If my mid years don't pull me down, I'll promote to J2! (:
{you are my light}
Thursday, October 08, 2009
How does it feel when everyone around you is fake?
Answer: Watch Surrogates
I had fun yesterday hanging out with Yeow Boon and Marcus, it's been so long since I really went out, where the only reason is just to have fun. I didn't even know amk hub's arcade had the new gundam machine can.. It looked so uber cool and awesome.
Surrogates is really a good movie. It's so scary to know that everyone around you isn't who they are, and everyone's made out of scrap metal and plastic coverings.. o.o
Then again, it isn't so different from this world we live in anyways.. sigh..
I think I'm a really lucky child to have such great parents. God has given me the best parents I could ever wish for. Even if anything happens to me, I know my parents will always have my back and support me in every way possible, and I'll never forget that.
After my paper yesterday, I tried to smile and look happy even though I know my possibility of retaining is very high. I had bottled up my feelings and encapsulated my own emotions, putting on a false front to others, especially my parents, because I didn't want to let them down and disgrace them. A retainee in the family, how shameful! If I were still in MSHS, I'll be a laughing stock for the rest of my life..! Being 'emo' is not something that school tolerates, you're not even 'allowed' to cry in class.
Smile even if it kills you, let no one know your heart because the heart is weak.
That's maris stella for you.
I guess I couldn't fool my parents after all. They saw through my pathetic 'act' and said to me, "If God wants you to retain. It means he has a more awesome and greater plan for you. Everything has a reason. Let us share your burden, don't shoulder everything on yourself. It doesn't make you strong, it makes you look weak. Our strength lies in God. If you're retaining, we're going to be very proud of you, just like how we've always been :) "
*hug*
I love my family, so much (:
So yup, I've decided to take on a less stressful life.
Regardless of how people view me, I don't care.
I have my family and most importantly, my heavenly father.
I will never be judged and even if I fall, my strength comes from them. I will never be alone.
Hence, I shall destroy the surrogate of my life and watch One Piece now. ahhaha
retain then retain LOR!
haha
haha
{you are my light}
Friday, October 02, 2009
1 down, many more to go...!
Jordin Sparks- Tattoo
No matter what you say about love
I keep coming back for more
Keep my hand in the fire
Sooner or later, I'll get what I'm asking for
No matter what you say about life
I learn every time I bleed
That truth is a stranger Soul is in danger,
I gotta let my spirit be free
To admit that I'm wrong
And then change my mind
Sorry but I have to move on
And leave you behind
[Chorus]
I can't waste time so give it a moment
I realize, nothing's broken
No need to worry 'bout everything I've done
Live every second like it was my last one
Don't look back at a new direction
I loved you once, needed protection
You're still a part of everything I do
You're on my heart just like a tattoo
(Just like a tattoo, I'll always have you
I'll always have you, I'll always have you)
I'm sick of playing all of these games
It's not about taking sides
When I looked in the mirror, didn't deliver
It hurt enough to think that I could
Stop, admit that I'm wrong
And then change my mind
Sorry but I gotta be strong
And leave you behind
(Just like a tattoo, I'll always have you I'll always have you)
[Bridge]
If I live every moment
Won't change any moment
Still a part of me and you
I will never regret you
Still the memory of you
Marks everything I do
Just like a tattoo
I'll always have you
Remember this..? heh, memories.. this song always reminds me of you somehow, the first song you introduced to me was this very song. I bet you forgot, hah.
Anyways, Today was the first paper of the dreaded promos. I don't think I'll do well for it though.. May not even pass... :(
Will this be the beginning or the end? sigh..
God, I leave my results to you entirely. If I'm really doomed to retain, so be it.
At least I tried, at least I did my best within this time period, at least I won't have any regrets even if it really happens :)
Alright, I should seriously go back to my studies.
I'm Just a little, no, VERY
Sick.Of.Studying.
!!
haha =.=
{you are my light}