Sebastian
Call me crazy,
Call me mad.
Call me whatever,
I don't really care
This is my paradise,
this is my voice
And if you're kind,
don't deprive me of my choice
I need to express,
so please don't make me suppress
There's always this little red cross
at the top of your screen
Do feel free to click it if you think I'm mean
Because honestly, this is me
And I am free
To do whatever I wish! :D
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Monday, November 23, 2009
Two is better than one?Boys like Girls- Two is better than one
I remember what you wore on our first day
You came into my life and I thought
"Hey, you know, this could be something"
Cause everything you do and words you say
You know that it all takes my breath away
And now I'm left with nothing
So maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
And maybe two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two is better than one
I remember every look upon your face
The way you roll your eyes
The way you taste
You make it hard for breathing'
Cause when I close my eyes and drift away
I think of you and everything's okay
I'm finally now believing
That maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
And maybe two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two is better than one
I remember what you wore on our first day
You came into my life and I thought,
"Hey..."
Maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
Maybe two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking oooh
I can't live without you
'Cause, baby, two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
But I'll figure it out
With all is said and done
Two is better than one
Two is better than one
I really like this song. Sweet and straight to the point. Just the way I like it.
Today's the 23rd.. Well, it's a special day huh.
It's been one month already... So fast, how time flies.. =)
It's been a very fun and interesting one month..
Maybe.. Two is better than one :)
{you are my light}
Went to animefest at suntec on sat with Daniel and Doris. To our dismay, the queue was freakin' long.. it looked like it would take at least 2 hours if we were to queue up. Furthermore, the tickets to enter the animefest were priced at $15 per head.. That's absurd, so costly and so time consuming... =(
Hence, we decided to just walk around and take snapshots of people who are already dressed up and in the anime mood. I think I could settle for that just fine.
Saw A LOT OF BLEACH people, as well as Naruto.. and a lot of other anime characters which I've never met before. Totally felt like the same when I went Tokyo Dome.
Simply Awesome! xD
Ichigo and his half hollow mask ^^ looks cool IMO
I personally like this picture a lot too, although it's a candid picture. It looked rather cool,
Ichigo vs Grimmjow!
I really like his mask.. =)
I think the reason why I took a side view picture was cuz they totally didnt look like the Bleach characters from the front view.. Halibel looked so damn different la.. hahaAt least the side view looks real enough :D
Naruto.. probably one of the few better ones I saw around..
I don't know what anime this is.. but looks like Three kingdoms to me.. Their costumes looked cool, so I just took a pic of them. And the lady very chio also. That's why ^^
I know I've seen this anime before.. But just can't remember what is it.. =xNice outfit though.
I couldn't take much pictures cuz it's so damn crowded and me, being so small sized and only armed with my handphone.. I wasn't well prepared to take pictures.
I wish I had taken Tobi from naruto and Jecht from FFX.. their costumes were awesome la..
But I didn't get the chance.. ='(
Oh well, next year then. I had fun anyways ^^
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Hi
I didn't even realise you answered my posts on your blog
Silly me..
I didn't expect you, of all people, to be interested in my blog
I'm so sorry
You should've told me
I had no idea that you went Korea
I could like see you off
Or at least bade you farewell
Now I feel guilty =(
You better talk to me okay
I wanna know how was your trip in Korea ^^
I bet it's be awesome
and yep,
I PROMOTED ^^
so I guess I didn't let you down?
haha
{you are my light}
Saturday, November 21, 2009
自己觉得幸福的时候,不是幸福..
让别人幸福的幸福
才算是真正的幸福..
{you are my light}
Friday, November 13, 2009
My girlfriend's an agentWatched "My girlfriend is an agent" today! I think it's a really funny movie.
I think it even has the potential to rival Hollywood films such as Johnny English
"My girlfriend is an agent" is like a Korean version of Mr and Mrs Smith la, but funnier. I really enjoyed the movie even though I found the cinema extremely cold and I almost froze to death.
Anyway, if you're reading. Cheer up k? I kept glancing at you during the movie, you like never laugh much de. Don't know whether is cuz you're tired or felt like it was a waste of your time.. =x
I really had fun and thank you for spending your precious time with me. =)
And, oh yes! Thank you for the adorable DOMO kun you gave me! It's so cute! xD
haha, I love it! =)
Next time, if I see your chipmunks.. I'll try to buy for you as well ^^
Okay, I'm off to catch my 2nd movie today,
2012!
=D
{you are my light}
Thursday, November 12, 2009
The official end of PW?I'm kind of feeling rather mixed now... Don't know whether I should feel happy or sad..
Today was the OP exam. It was quite bad, at least that's how I feel... I spoke too fast, and got nervous.. even missed out several parts of my script..
=(
So, after I left the exam venue. I told myself, since it's over. Just forget it bah. No point thinking about the past. And so, I went to celebrate by going Ion shopping =)
Then, it became complicated. Teng ping, my group member, smsed me saying that the school wants to film us tomorrow cuz we did a good job during the dry run and wanted to make us samples for the next year batch.
I was literally stunned at that sms. I didnt know how to react. One moment I feel great cuz we could amend the wrongs we did and give the school a perfect presentation! and yet, I feel sian cuz have to present again, somemore with Q&A session!!!!???
Then, Jian Qiong called me again and said she couldn't go cuz she had to work. And hence, we had to cancel it. Our group can't possibly present with one member missing, and thus, the school chose another group to film instead. =(
So, now.. We don't have to present it again..
Now, I feel disappointed cuz we could've showed the school that our group could do well and we could make history for NY174..
And yet again, I feel happy cuz don't need to present it again.. =)
weird emotions...
Either way, this just shows the chances of us getting A for PW are rather high xD
haha, the sufferings for the past months were worth it, I guess..
Teng ping, if you're reading.. Sorry I couldn't do anything for you. As a brother, I've failed you terribly, please forgive me k? We may have lost that chance to present it perfectly, I think we've already done our best. haha =)
And you finally managed to memorize the script correctly for the first time!!
that calls for a celebration. haha
It was really fun presenting with you. I couldn't have asked for a better group :)
"WE ARE NY174!
THANK YOU ALL FOR YOUR KIND ATTENTION! Hope you've enjoyed yourselves! =) "
Haha, at least we can relax tmr =)
and I can finally get to watch a movie and enjoy for real. =D
Haven't relaxed for a long time...
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*After Teng Ping read my blog*
Tp says:
Duh!
for the first time ever, i actually felt like i have a brother :)
it was an amazing experience that none of us want to go through
from the group that everyone thought is fated to get A and known as the 'strong team'
to a group desperately trying to improve from BE
and to a group that was considered one of the best for OP dry run
yay! :)
*wah so honoured! haha xD*
{you are my light}
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
Last phase of PWFinally I'm reaching the final stage of my PW, after these two days. PW will FINALLY be over!! =)
Then I can concentrate on getting my 'life' back. Like go participate in Stomp, take on Cello and drum lessons, there's so much I wanna do...! xD
I want to experience life once more, feel alive once again. I had a rather 'inspiring' talk with one of my old friends tonight and she actually kind of struck me somewhere...
'' yuenman, says:
u still with ur gf?
<<{SeBaStian}>> A for Apple Pie! 疲れる.. says:
...
'' yuenman, says:
its okay
<<{SeBaStian}>> A for Apple Pie! 疲れる.. says:
Erm...
'' yuenman, says:
dont be sad la
<<{SeBaStian}>> A for Apple Pie! 疲れる.. says:
=)
'' yuenman, says:
but i think u still like her
<<{SeBaStian}>> A for Apple Pie! 疲れる.. says:
why leh?
'' yuenman, says:
go for her again
<<{SeBaStian}>> A for Apple Pie! 疲れる.. says:
ah why?
'' yuenman, says:
becuz u seize ur own happiness
<<{SeBaStian}>> A for Apple Pie! 疲れる.. says:
...
well, what if letting go is the best way?
maybe we're not be fated to be together
life isn't exactly like those drama serials, you know..
'' yuenman, says:
hmmm..
life is not drama.. not any thing tt describes it!! life is about how u control it
haha
<<{SeBaStian}>> A for Apple Pie! 疲れる.. says:
wah, so chim... xD
'' yuenman, says:
Of cuz
im so proud.
LOL
<<{SeBaStian}>> A for Apple Pie! 疲れる.. says:
er... why you think i still like her leh
'' yuenman, says:
becuz
i always put myself into other ppl's shoes
and i think u still do
and partly becuz i sumtimes cant let go off my ex tooo
<<{SeBaStian}>> A for Apple Pie! 疲れる.. says:
Oh...
'' yuenman, says:
actually u know
im very sad now
but i can still laugh
i feel like im crazy
srry its past midnight.. i start to talk nonsense
HAHAHA
<<{SeBaStian}>> A for Apple Pie! 疲れる.. says:
Nvm, I also crazy at night de (:
Surprisingly, she got me there.
Seize your own happiness huh.. what a vague and grey term indeed..
Oh wells, it was fun talking to her.
I found out that humans are weak, as we are after all, emotional creatures. However, there has to be a limit to human weakness, one must grow after all.
But, once in a while, we're 'allowed' to be weak. ^^
sigh... I'm just so tired..
last lap le! Must buck up!
{you are my light}
Sunday, November 08, 2009
Forgiveness is choosing to see your offender with different eyesToday was a very enlightening day for me. I experienced much thought-provoking moments that sort of tested my patience and my ability to forgive others. I always knew forgiving was difficult, especially so for me since I tend to be easily influenced by people's harsh remarks and actions. To forgive is to move on, not to think about the offense anymore. Simple ideology but extremely hard to execute.. Just today alone, I was put to the test.
During our bball match with some strangers.. I got my leg sprained *yes, again.. *
thanks to another guy also called "Sebastian" who was totally violent and crude, spamming vulgarities at people as and when he likes. *which is like the opposite of the kind, harmless, and like totally awesome ME?*
This, I simply refuse to accept.
How can such a low-life asshole share the same noble, high-class, top-tier name as ME???
Simply unacceptable! =(
okay, even though it's over. I still retain those fiery emotions I had when I was so mad at him, I simply couldn't forgive him. Their gang was horrible la, even knocking down Ethel without helping her up.. tsk
''Don't worry, we'll take revenge for you one day!!"
But, through this.. I realized forgiving is really hard. Humans being emotional creatures are always first affected by their feelings. I was still angry at them even until I reached home and sat at the dining table for dinner. It was only until I realized my moods was affecting the whole atmosphere then I decided that this was a test and I should go back to 'normal' mode. It was really selfish of me, letting the surrounding people suffer cuz I'm simply too selfish and unable to control my emotions..
I really need to work harder! =)
Also, Alina told me that I was nice and caring, and it was a very good trait to have. And it actually doesn't translate to weakness. I actually found it rather comforting. Haven't really heard it for a long time. Thank you =)
Maybe one day I'll break out of my shell and be brave once more, maybe one day I'll find that someone again, like you said.
Maybe that one day will come sooner than I expected (:
I always thought being kind will bring no benefits in this cruel world, in this selfish world we live in, driven by wealth and power. People have become selfish over time, personal status above all.
Maybe despite the betrayals and rejections in life, the world can only be cured by true kindness and concern. Thank you for affirming me today, much appreciated.
And yes, I do know how it's like to be very busy. =)
I know I very understanding de. haha xD
加油!
*anyways, just being random. I bought a new gundam with Daniel! xD
After my house is renovated finished, I'm going to invest in it and deco my room.
just like him haha xD *
{you are my light}