Tuesday, November 10, 2009
Last phase of PW
Finally I'm reaching the final stage of my PW, after these two days. PW will FINALLY be over!! =)
Then I can concentrate on getting my 'life' back. Like go participate in Stomp, take on Cello and drum lessons, there's so much I wanna do...! xD
I want to experience life once more, feel alive once again. I had a rather 'inspiring' talk with one of my old friends tonight and she actually kind of struck me somewhere...
'' yuenman, says:
u still with ur gf?
<<{SeBaStian}>> A for Apple Pie! 疲れる.. says:
...
'' yuenman, says:
its okay
<<{SeBaStian}>> A for Apple Pie! 疲れる.. says:
Erm...
'' yuenman, says:
dont be sad la
<<{SeBaStian}>> A for Apple Pie! 疲れる.. says:
=)
'' yuenman, says:
but i think u still like her
<<{SeBaStian}>> A for Apple Pie! 疲れる.. says:
why leh?
'' yuenman, says:
go for her again
<<{SeBaStian}>> A for Apple Pie! 疲れる.. says:
ah why?
'' yuenman, says:
becuz u seize ur own happiness
<<{SeBaStian}>> A for Apple Pie! 疲れる.. says:
...
well, what if letting go is the best way?
maybe we're not be fated to be together
life isn't exactly like those drama serials, you know..
'' yuenman, says:
hmmm..
life is not drama.. not any thing tt describes it!! life is about how u control it
haha
<<{SeBaStian}>> A for Apple Pie! 疲れる.. says:
wah, so chim... xD
'' yuenman, says:
Of cuz
im so proud.
LOL
<<{SeBaStian}>> A for Apple Pie! 疲れる.. says:
er... why you think i still like her leh
'' yuenman, says:
becuz
i always put myself into other ppl's shoes
and i think u still do
and partly becuz i sumtimes cant let go off my ex tooo
<<{SeBaStian}>> A for Apple Pie! 疲れる.. says:
Oh...
'' yuenman, says:
actually u know
im very sad now
but i can still laugh
i feel like im crazy
srry its past midnight.. i start to talk nonsense
HAHAHA
<<{SeBaStian}>> A for Apple Pie! 疲れる.. says:
Nvm, I also crazy at night de (:
Surprisingly, she got me there.
Seize your own happiness huh.. what a vague and grey term indeed..
Oh wells, it was fun talking to her.
I found out that humans are weak, as we are after all, emotional creatures. However, there has to be a limit to human weakness, one must grow after all.
But, once in a while, we're 'allowed' to be weak. ^^
sigh... I'm just so tired..
last lap le! Must buck up!
{you are my light}