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Sebastian

Call me crazy,
Call me mad.
Call me whatever,
I don't really care
This is my paradise,
this is my voice
And if you're kind,
don't deprive me of my choice
I need to express,
so please don't make me suppress
There's always this little red cross
at the top of your screen
Do feel free to click it if you think I'm mean
Because honestly, this is me
And I am free
To do whatever I wish! :D

You were warned.. :P

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Saturday, March 06, 2010

The One?

So many blows today..
1. Didn't do well for H1 chinese (although I already expected it.. =x)
2. Found out Yong Siang got A instead.. (=.=")
3. Saddened to realise that we could've done a better job at 'The One'..
4. Super shocked to find out that even Daryl, who used to be the definition for 'loser' could get extremely high rank points for A levels..

If I'm more screwed up than the 'screw up', then what does make me?
Sigh..
I feel so demoralized today, as though my heart's empty and just waiting to rot..
But yet,
just like Eunice, I actually am hopeful and deep down I know it's a good thing.
Doesn't make sense?
Well, it doesn't need to. We're freaking Arts students!
I hope next year I'll be able to hold on to my A level cert with pride,
No D or Es, only A, B and Cs!

Anyways,
Thanks to my nice senior Samantha, for cheering me up tonight.
She said she asked Mr Chng before whether he knew her junior and surprisingly his impression of me was a 'highly potential A student, smart + hardworking'
^^
I never knew Mr Chng had such high hopes for me..
that really made my day =D
I guess I won't and can't let him down..

"There is have to have a darkness for the dawn to come"

This is only the beginning..

{you are my light}