Nothingness show its nature when change happens and you are in the awareness of change, not under the concept change


Today I finally see a glimpse of what the world looks like. So much has changed, and to a degree I wonder: why do people even change? I don't understand anymore. Logical people become sentimental, and emotional learn to strategise. Jigsaw puzzles are meant to confuse and one missing piece makes the final work incomplete. I wonder if people change just because they feel like it, or because it is really time for change.
I did feel like a mouse playing a in cat's territory today. I felt like I'm just being stared at and waiting for the cat to devour me whole, and I've entered a cat's world.
Who knows? I'm just saying. Mouses are pests and disease spreading creatures. Perhaps the very purpose of domestication of cats is to catch and to hunt mice. And by doing so, the law and order gets maintained and everything'll be in control.

"All the world's a stage,
And all the men and women merely players:
They have their exits and their entrances;
And one man in his time plays many parts."
-William Shakespeare

Maybe it's true. We're all multi-faced creatures that are meant to play different roles at different times, and consistency is a mere fantasy? Each role designed for each different purpose, and action leads to consequence. Who's to bear these consequences?
Tomorrow will be the official start to my new school term. Wonder what will happen..
But whatever it is..
"I feel a strange change approaching."

God, be there for me.. I ask no blessings and grace, just your presence that I may seek refuge in.
"Free me from the trap that is set for me, for you are my refuge."
-Psalms 31:4