Friday, August 13, 2010
Tattoo
You're on my heart just like a tattoo
I'll always have you
Just like a tattoo
Unsure of your reactions and perceptions of me now that I've said what I wanna say inside.
But I've made up my mind, I will go for the jugular, and make every effort to be a better man. And I won't let it be at the cost of my happiness or my health. I know you can't help but be worried sometimes, I understand and acknowledge that. Still, believe and you shall see miracles. When you mentioned that you miss those days, those kanon days, those days where you can just lean on me without a care in the world. I know I missed them too, so badly in fact.. I wanted to become the guy you fell in love with again, that guy that was well organised, clear and straight-forward, decisive and firm in times of frailties and weaknesses. A person dependable, reliable and trustworthy. I want to lead a steadfast life, veracious and truthful to myself.
I'm really worn out.. But I'm happy, really happy :)
I know there will be more memories to come.. :D
I think I'm crazy..
sigh, I really miss you... and I'm crazy in love with you..
{you are my light}