Wednesday, June 04, 2008
lost in thought..
Today, i asked myself.
What's the best way to forget her?
-tell myself to distract myself by going out or spamming math homework?
-tell myself to indulge in computer games?
-tell myself to hide my true feelings and covering them with a smile and hopefully forget everything?
-tell myself she's hating me for all the terrible things I've done, how I have let her down?
-tell myself she's completely forgetten me, and no longer needs me?
-tell myself she can't be any happier without me?
-tell myself we were never meant to be together?
-tell myself it's my responsibility to make her feel happy and my duty to bear all the pain so that she can forget me easier?
-tell myself to delete and erase all the beautiful memories we ever shared, including 'that blog'?
In reality, any method is possible..
I've tried but still, I am unsuccessful.
why?
I didn't know why so I asked God.
He told me,
''Any method is ok, but why you can't do it is because your heart doesn't want to forget her, it doesn't want to let go."
it's true. I don't want to forget you, but I am forced to.
It's always the same in every relationship, there is always one person crying and wishing to get back together, while the other doesn't even remember the things they've been through.
I hate that!
I have to be the one who remembers every little detail while you can't seem to remember me at all.
So I have no choice but to suffer then
since my heart's so stubborn..
=(
Everyone tells me I should forget about you,
you don't deserve me.
They're right,
you don't deserve me,
but I deserve you.
~it's a real shame we had to part for no reason,
~it's hard to accept the fact you're gone forever..
tuition now..
eeyer, so sian.. ='(
{you are my light}