Monday, June 16, 2008
My camp is over
It's alright, still quite fun although I missed the first day.
DAY 1 (for me)
I went to join them after kayaking and took a break before practicing for mass dance, dancing to the song "Accidentally in love" by counting crows.
My team is Rakkaus (love in the language of the finnish people)
Honestly speaking, I didn't feel very comfortable with my team.. I did not feel very welcomed.. Felt a bit.. extra luh.
Well, I guess I'm quite the anti-social type then, I take a longer time to open up to my surrounding people..
I even ate dinner alone in a corner.. I don't know what's happening to me, I can even feel alone during camp.. -.-
Night time, we had worship and we had to write encourage notes for everyone in the team, i tried my best to write some nice words but I don't even know half my team members so ya, I wrote a hell lot of crap.. At 11 plus, I played bridge with some peeps and watched "final destination 2" while eating mac's late into the night. I think I slept around 4-5 plus.
DAY 2
So tired... .. Could barely open my eyes.. zz.. We had mass dance prac again and group skit rehearsal before going for the amazing race in palau ubin.
During the skit rehearsal, Ester asked me whether I wanted to try out a girl's role.. I knew everybody in my group wanted to see me act as a girl, so fine lor.. I let you guys be happy.. zz ..
The race was so tiring.. Our group was quite unlucky as we had to walk our way up the northest point of the whole island as the 1st station. A whopping 45-50 mins walk.. Had 4 stations in total before going to the check point which is in pasir ris park. We then had our dinner before the campfire was set up. After dinner, we had mass dance and then all the groups had to perform their skits. I don't know how to act la.. I had the role of Potiphar's wife and I had to seduce his slave, Joseph. It was quite screwed up la. The whole sequence of the skit was totally different from the rehearsal. And my stage fright just kept coming..
Well, at least our group won the amazing race, somehow.. ... This is the 1st year my group did not win the best skit. After having a nice, warm bath, We had a bridge tournament until many people just died out in fatigue at around 4 plus. Then me and ... went to cheers and I think we both saw a transsexual walking around waving his/her hand.. eeww..
At around 5 plus, my eyelids felt really heavy and I was even feeling dizzy sometimes. ... was also complaining about contact lenses. So I guess it's best if we headed back to the camp.
Then, it got rather dark and there were bats around!! I'm not really in favour of flying pests.. And bats make me think of blood sucking monsters. ... was afraid, so I had to be a gentleman (I tried.. ) and told ... not to be afraid and tried to crack lame jokes when I, myself was quite scared.. Didn't seemed to work. ... was STILL afraid. ok, whatever. I give up.
By the time we reached back, it was already 6.30. So we might as well stay up half an hour to watch the sunrise.. But my dizzyness got worse. But at least the view was rather enjoyable and I saw an eagle catch a fish from the ocean. ... was alert enough to notice my fatigue and I was forced by ... to return back. Sorry, we'll watch sunrise again someday :)
(If there is.. a someday)
DAY 3
BREAK CAMP!!!! YAY!! can sleep liao. haha.
Really tiring to smile for these 3 days. I had to force out many fake smiles out during this period.
Finally, I can just rest in "peace".
"Please heal your broken heart.. "
I'm trying.. really hard. :'(
But thanks anyway, (if you're reading this)
for caring :)
{you are my light}