Tuesday, September 02, 2008
sudden ambition
After my break up, I realised that I had a lot of time.. I realised I didn't have any hobbies, I didn't have any interest in life activites. Everything that once made sense suddenly disappeared.
SO now that I know how to find happiness, I know my own thinking style.. I will be the master of my own emotions from now on, and enjoy my singlehood while I try to acheive my goals in life.
I suddenly want to be a counselor, to be able to give joy to others always. xD
HAHA, crazy ambition but I wanna to strive for it..
I know God will help me, cos only my heavenly pa knows how I'm truely feeling, only he knows how my heart is struggling. Although I have the support of many friends through this dark period of time, no one ever understood how I truely felt. Only he knew, and he loved me so much :D
my goals
-9 pts for my O's
-enter arts stream in a good JC
-get into any university, enter social studies course
-hopefully become a counselor
-get a psp on the way.. ;D
haha xD
Now, I can look at other girls without feeling guilty anymore.heheh =P
{you are my light}