Tuesday, February 24, 2009
this is going to an emo post so flame, scold whatever ; i dont have the mood to even care
''sebas sebas, it hurts doesn't it?"
I can't be nice and I can't be cruel..
I want to make everything alright but I dont know how..
Every time I try to comfort her, I just feel my heart sinking..
I even wondered to myself whether I was made to suffer on this earth..
I was totally desperate when she told me she wanted to commit suicide, It's my fault if she kills herself and I will live in regret my whole life..
oh, I dont know.. all this thinking is just making my head hurt.. and I dont even know what is right or wrong anymore!
Sometimes, I cant help but hate my life.. ):
God, what should I do? I'm so scared.. I realised I've actually not grown at all.. ):
and I'm all alone again.. ?
{you are my light}