Wednesday, April 22, 2009
today was so tiring for me.. Obviously I made Ms Peh angry again..
PW is such a stupid subject...zzz..
I really missed my old life so much...
I carried that thought with me throughout the whole day..
I don't even remember a single day where I was that stressed and exhuasted cuz of school work.
To make things worse, SYF is coming soon.
That further adds on to my burden.. since NYCO is targeting gold with honours, and I clearly know I'm screwing up 200% of the time. I want to improve, I want to excel.. In both my CCA and my studies..
I'm trying to finish the race, but my legs feel like weights,
making every stride so difficult and painful..
I am like a rubber band, overstretched and ready to snap any time.
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But, no matter how tough the journey ahead may be.. I must be strong.
There is no space for weaklings, no space for cowards to run!!
Now that someone is depending on me every single day,
Now that someone has placed all hopes on me,
Now that someone has given up everything just for me..
I cannot disappoint.
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life used to be just all games, basketball..
but that's no longer the case, my life has changed.
There's more to life than Dota.
more to life than having fun.
Now that my life has been entrusted with such importance and emphasis..
it is my responsibility to make sure i make others smile, laugh.
Not just being selfish, entertaining myself.
I hope everything works out well.
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{you are my light}