Sunday, June 21, 2009
Confessions
18-20th June
Went for Phillip Mantofa ,One love conference from 18-20th june. It was really inspiring.
His preaching was humourous and straight to the point. I really liked that place. :)
But i do confess that it was quite hard to keep awake, with the nice air-conditioned atmosphere and comfortable seats.. I even had to draw Kai Shan for fun to prevent my eyelids from falling.
xD KaiShan, see this! *points up*
I also enjoyed One Love got Talent. I really regretted not joining the Hand mime this time round. They were really awesome, we should've gotten first instead of that "lion king and his scissors sisters". Even the "when you believe" girl was better la!
I really heard God's voice and felt the holy spirit in the final night.
I was praying so hard and God dug up all my past events..
Framing my maid..
Bitterness of past relationships..
Stress in School work..
I cried and cried.. I confessed all of my sins, hoping that God will forgive me.
My past was so unsightly and disgusting but still, God accepted me for who I am.. I felt this very warm feeling in my heart, when I was slain.
I knew I was forgiven.. Despite hurting others around me, treating my loved ones so unjust, even neglecting my family. He healed the emotional scars and wounds nobody could ever have healed for me.. My heart was stained but Jesus came in, and made it pure once more.
God, you're amazing.
You have proven to me that miracles are possible..
During the church camp, I wasn't able to water the plants.. As a result, one of them couldn't survived, it withered and died..
Dead plant
I was so depressed when I got back from camp. My parents entrusted me with the watering of plants. I had let them down.. However, with God around, nothing is impossible!
The dead plant miraculously showed signs of revival. It managed to re-grow out of nowhere! There wasn't any seeds planted, and I didn't water it anymore ever since I knew it was dead..
new plant= new life
I guess miracles do exist =)
What's more amazing is that this new plant is totally different from the dead one, it's a different species.
There's no way it could have grown there without the power of God.
it looks like this now. So pretty :)
This is confirmation that God exists and he can do the impossible. :)
21st June
Went for service today. God spoke to me again. To re-watch the video, called the bridge. It was his message to me..
The video shows a stationmaster who has a son, and he loves him dearly. One day However, he was forced to make a fatal choice when he made a tragic mistake. A choice that will affect him for life..
I guess God wanted to tell me that sacrificing the ones you love most, will save the life of others.. Just that you don't know how and it's all in God's plan.
God, my heart is aching now.. I will honour your name and I know you will perform miracles in my life. =)
{you are my light}