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Monday, August 24, 2009
Domo Kun~!! >.<
I'm in a totally foul mood right now, I feel like ranting out loud. I don't care anymore.

"If humans didn't have any emotions, would this world be a better place?" Discuss.

I totally agree with the statement. Emotions = emotional luggage.
They only weigh people down, bring out the worse of people.
They make people suffer, impair their ability to perform well.
This is why we rather use machinery instead of human labour.
Humans have emotions, machines do not, and they perform much better than humans.


A simple example.
Today, I woke up, feeling excited.
It's a brand new day!! Yay! What a glorious day the Lord has made!! Amen!!
However, I received four knife-stabs today that really dampened my entire day..
killing off every trace of joy on my face
伤得遍体鳞伤..


First thing in the Morning,
Acers day dance...

[xxxx goes on stage]
seb: *reminded of something*
*stabs!*

"If a guy with a machine gun runs into college and starts shooting at everyone. Who will be the one you want to make sure is safe and by your side?"

seb: *gets the hidden meaning*
*stab stab!*

"But I don't think you'll want to know the answer."

seb: *answer is affirmed*
*stab stab and FUCKING STAB!*

"If only he knew.."

seb: *throws his phone into the bin*
*stab.. stab, eh.. There's nothing left to stab..*

All because of what we call emotions, it weighed me down.
Now I have decided that I will fail tomorrow's Econs test.. because I have lost my motivation, that excitement to push myself forward..
I really can't pick myself up... It hurts so bad... so bad..
If only I didn't have emotions.. I wouldn't be crying right now despite knowing it's not worth the time.
If only I didn't have emotions.. I'll be able to promote..


:(
at least domo kun's here with me.
He's really cute! xD


God, won't you just end my life..? sigh..

Anyways, Rest in peace Kim II Jung!




{you are my light}



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