Thursday, September 24, 2009
I miss those 'really old days'..
"Each time people mention about my past, I'll think about you.
I do miss all the phone calls and stuff, maybe nothing can be the same. There was a reason for everything that happened I guess.. Well, I think still you're awesome. Hahaha yes :D
I'm thankful.
Okay God, I know you have an even more awesome plan for Seb.
Can't wait for you to work it out.
ps. I know, today's the 15th. "
Those were your exact words..
I don't know what's wrong with me but lately, I've been dreaming about you. You're always associated with red flowers and the 'blue sky', Blue.. your fav colour still? yes? :)
I couldn't help but wonder how's your life coming along?
heh, you always give me the impression life's woes and troubles can never bother you.
Perfect image of a liberated soul, seizing every moment to smile, never letting setbacks drag you down. How envious.. haha :)
As I read those above words. I couldn't help but wonder whether your prayer for me.. This 'awesome plan' God has in stall for me.. Is it coming soon? Am I as awesome as you put me to be? Will I be able to live up to people's expectations of me?
heh, can't seem to pick myself out of this lugubrious mood, even my words seem so tenebrous.. Haha, the stress of a 'JC life'..
so they say.
How long has it been.. nearly 2 years huh..
How time flies... It feels like only yesterday where your smile captured my heart..
Oh wells, :)
at least life's been kind to you. I'm glad (:
We should catch along sometime huh, although you're still famous for being 'overly-busy'.
That's so you. Hah.
I'm also thankful.
For shaping me and molding.. Making me who I am.
You're still a part of me.
And I'm still proud of that fact. (:
If God has an awesome plan for me.
Then I have nothing to worry about! (:
hehe =D
8 days left.. !
I'm so excited..
I want to show the world what I'm made of !
Cuz I'm gonna promote!!!
and I will :)
{you are my light}