Tuesday, September 15, 2009
If life sucks..
Last night, I experienced the 1st asthma attack since eight years ago.. I had forgotten how it feels like to have your life so heavily dependent on a ventolin machine, or even a small object like the inhaler.. My life was hanging on a thread last night.. I couldn't breathe and as I lay in bed, all I could see was a patch of white, and as I gasped for oxygen.. I thought I was going to die.
Like die. Literally.
haha, I never knew it was that scary.. Guess I'm turning white soon..
My inhaler was something that only collects dust in my drawer in the past.
Now it is my life source... How ironic.
Sigh, I couldn't even walk 300m properly without struggling... :(
After I 'recovered', I had a nice chat with my mum about 'something' and it got me thinking...
If someone treats you badly, does it mean that person is evil?
If someone is insensitive and unreasonable, does it mean that person is at fault?
If someone misunderstands you, does it mean you are not in the wrong at all?
... oh wells,
on a brighter note!
my phone died yesterday! (:
and I just got a new WHITE phone! :)
haha, I shall choose to be happy even if i suffer daily.
I choose to see the good in people always :)
{you are my light}