Wednesday, February 17, 2010
CO orientation with a massive headache
Today didn't go off with a good start I guess..
Felt like vomitting all the time, especially in the morning.. =(
I guess I need to thank Eunice for the panadols and company for lunch! =)
CWO was crap.. practically a waste of time.. I don't even know why this system exists.
I guess the school can't hire enough cleaners.. =.=
Wasted one hour of my life.. zzz
Then, it was the CO orientation organised by the J1s..
I can't believe they actually re-used the 'egg game'..
Since I was the stationmaster of that exact game last year, obviously I'd know how to not make the egg crack..
hah. =.=
Anyways,
I guess after everything, I'm just glad my condition got better compared to the morning.. =D
However,
it is increasingly difficult to hang out with CO peeps..
there are like so many couples in CO now? even Adeline Wing got herself a bf.. =X
Now, it feels really really awkward to be in the middle of couples..
where they hold hands and 'play' with one another, while I just walk alone.. wondering whether I could even hang out with them anymore.. =(
I guess not..
Sebas, Sebas..
Please! Don't succumb to peer pressure.. It's alright to be single.
It's alright to be 'special'.
Though I always hoped my wounds wouldn't reopen whenever I hang out with them..
Hoped I wouldn't feel so dismal
and not so....
what's the word?
Shit
=(
{you are my light}