look at all the crap I drew during maths.. It's really getting on my nerves..
I'm not myself... and I hate it! I HATE THIS! sigh..
My mother freaked out today when she saw my face..
"Your eyes look so ghastly, it's like staring into darkness.. "
I could tell, she was worried sick.. I felt bad too, when my excited sister told she did well for her Jap and Lit test, but all I did was ignore her completely. I know she cried. And even my concerned father as well..
"Son, I haven't seen you smile in a month. Try to enjoy life more okay?"
"I can't smile anymore," was the answer he got.
People ask me "Why the fuss over such problems? They aren't so significant after all.. "
Well, they're MY problems and that makes them important.
But despite all that's said... I'm not solving anything, I'm merely running away.
No longer fighting those demons, I have chosen to become a coward only capable of fleeing.
I don't even have the courage to wield a sword for protection anymore.. =(
Dear Lord,
I need strength.
Please save me!!
Miracles still happen, don't they?
I really don't want to get cancer..
I really don't!! ='(