take all of me:

Sebastian

Call me crazy,
Call me mad.
Call me whatever,
I don't really care
This is my paradise,
this is my voice
And if you're kind,
don't deprive me of my choice
I need to express,
so please don't make me suppress
There's always this little red cross
at the top of your screen
Do feel free to click it if you think I'm mean
Because honestly, this is me
And I am free
To do whatever I wish! :D

You were warned.. :P

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Sunday, April 18, 2010

Patience is a virtue..

I guess now what's left is to wait. I honestly never expected the reaction to be this..
and I thought I would once again, face rejection.. as I always have. I guess this time, I'm going to try for happiness, take a shot at it.

I shouldn't love you,
but I want to,
I just can't turn away..
I shouldn't see you,
but I can't move,
I can't look away..
And I don't know
how to be fine when I'm not.
Cause I don't know
how to make a feeling stop..

Just so you know,
this feeling's taking control of me
And I can't help it..
Thought you should know,
I tried my best to let go of you
but I don't want to..

It's getting hard to be around you
there's so much I can't say.
Do you want me to the hide the feelings
and look the other way..

This emptiness is killing me
I'm wondering why I waited so long..
Looking back I realised it was always there
just never spoken..
I'm waiting here,
been waiting here...

I am fully aware of all the risks and dangers involved, but I know what I'm doing. For I am a miracle-believer, I will not lose hope. Not when I've regained it, not when the darkness in my heart is slowly fading away.. I will still get those As in the exams, and it will not be at the cost of my happiness, my genuine smile which I thought I had long lost.. No matter what happens, I won't fall anymore!

{you are my light}