Anyways, this is for you.
Just so you know, I haven't felt so 'exposed' to someone for a very very long time. Don't get me wrong, I meant it as something positive. My girl knows how my house looks like now, and has sat on the spot I'm sitting now, lied on my bed, and even touched my drums. It's a huge step for me. I'm the kind of guy that likes to enjoy some degree of privacy, not cause I'm afraid, but perhaps a tad uncomfortable when people know too much about me.. I always have this hidden danger alert that is able to pick up signs and signals when people know too much about me. I don't like the feeling of being analysed and observed while I on the other hand, lack the information regarding the other party. I like it when I can read another person, when I have the 'upper hand' beacause I feel safe that way..
But somehow, I don't feel that way with you. At least the magnitude of the uncomfortable feeling is drastically reduced.. I'm actually more willing to show more stuff about me to you.. I actually want to let you know more about me, which is really unusual of me. I think my logic is failing me, and all I'm hearing is my heartbeat.. My heart that is beating for you..
I'm glad you've had a slight chance to met my family? haha at least you've met 3 of my family members.. You know my mum said I wasn't myself when you left the car. Why? Because I was unusually hyper and rarely so joyful. Says a lot doesn't it? haha
It's supposed to be scary that you are knowing more and more about me each day.. But somehow I feel a little more safer with you as the days go by.. :)
Weird...
anyways, i should go sleep and rest now... My nose killing me!!!
Had the flu for the entire day, simply because I decided to go *****less in an air con room after ****ing and my whole body was ***! =x
oops!